Tears for Smiles..

History is repeating again.. I can sense you turning away from me again. I think this is just how you are. You are turning away. I am not going to stop you. You are not looking back as you walk away. You try to be quiet and sneak away but i can feel the distance even though it is not obvious. You walk away and i am not going to chase or stop you. Maybe you are not mine to keep and your smile that night when you read her msg has made it clear. Each Smile I show when i talk about you is an exchange of 10 tearful times i cry for you. It hurts even more that it is the second time i let you do this to me. Maybe I feel for you coz you are my first boyfriend and a man of a few of my first times. Even though you are moving away, i will still be a friend to you. I wish you well and joy. If you are happy so will i be happy... Good luck and happiness to both of us...