Angel Lover...

Is the perfect lover or soulmate for everyone of us? There are many different women who broken or hurt by this thing we call Love.. So do we really need a group of people aka "Angel Lovers" who will guide our heart back to the "right" path. What is the right path? What is the right way to love or be love? I know there is a saying that " there is definately a soulmate for everyone" but i think i am sick of that saying and lost faith to it... Someone please help me to regain faith...

Got Head Hunted!!

The last time this happen to me was about 8 years ago... and even then the offer was not as good as this one.. I am really glad becoz at least my work is recognized in my circle of industry. And it is the record time i have ever heard on a job offer... I went to the interview at 10am...i got a call from HR at 12am to check on some of my details...At 4 pm, i got the job offer... All in a period of 6 hours... Wow!! Even I am surprised... But still i am very glad it happen... I hope it will open new levels of the corporate ladder for me to move. But i am still confused if i should take up the job offer becoz i have been with my people now for 7 years plus already..They are almost family to me...i was already crying when i ask my manager of his opinion of the job offer, well for those who are surprised, i am very close with my manager.. We are like good friends, in fact very good friends..If i choose to stay, it will definately be becoz of them...my colleauges... I have the weekend to think about it...They want my answer by Monday...Actually they even wanted me to sign immediately.

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

or Happy National day Singapore!! Well well.. it has been 42 years now... although Singaporean can be one of the strangest citizens in world... We complain all day of everything of our country but yet when the time come regardless sickness (SARS) or celebration ( like today), we are stand united... ironic bunch of people..dont you think....i manage to borrow some photos for my blog too..keke.. this is our 1st year in a new location too...marina bay...

Your Shadow...

Or should i say a glimpse of your outline... 030807 a day that caught me by surprise...A sunny day with my Mp3 blasting the song "Stranger" in my ears....Crossing that zebra crossing to work...without a sound, a car stopped right in front of me... the number plate is so familiar...Suddenly it struck me..It was your car... i turn to look at the driver but i can only see an outline but i know it was you...i turn back and continue to walk... i could see you zapped past from the glass door's reflection.. i know you saw me too... Our first encounter in 3 years....i never expected it to be like that... anyway maybe it was finally the right time...no hard feelings and no more tears....

Music to heal the soul...

Well, i agree the phrase that one can never be a island on his own...But if people like me who have no one to share or support my thoughts,we will find a replacement to fill that void. Some people will get pets but some others like me, we use music. In the last 2 months, i have bought the most music cd then i did in the last year. I bought such a wide range of songs that i can open a cd rental store.. I bought cds ranging from the piano recitals of Chopin to Jazz to Chinese to Pop... I even bought a MP3 player so i can hear music almost every hour... Every new day does not bring more joy but more disappointment... Even my dreams are disturbing and negative.. They always say think positive and postive things will happen to you... But how does one stay positive when everything around becomes negative? My best best friend is now my MP3... Even my best friends who are happy to the point that i cant bear to tell anything i am feeling coz there is not point to share more negative when people are postive..right? Now i can hope i can get through this dry patch before all my postiveness dies out or at least before i go into depression.. Music heals the soul... i hope so...

Blogging at 5:15 am

Well for those who happen to read this... Its not because i cant sleep that made me blog so "early" in the night... its only an act of how a parent can be so selfish and inconsiderate... Parents can be damn selfish and unable to be understood at such time... Who may you are wondering is keeping me up so late...its my mother... Welcome to a peek into my messed up and deranged family... don't get me wrong.... i love my mother and my family but they can get quite crazy at times..That i have no words to describe them and the things they do...