To be continued..

Well apparently there is nothing to comtinued... Things happens.. As usual, happiness and bliss are not my choice to choose... Haizz... i guess its just my life..

Confused again?

Well, i guess it does not take me to move out of the happy mode. its either i am negative or a repellent to things that are happy and joyful. Something happen over the last week that made me happy. Things went past fast.. Emotions got involved, now i am upset and confused. I hate it when such things happen to me... i wish it never happen before..never should cross my path again.. my old emotions was not the best or should i say the worst but at least i was used to it and comfortable with it in my life. Now that it has been exchanged for this new emotion which make me very uncertain, unhappy and confused. Suddenly i wish for the old emotion... The new one is too confusing and distracting for my life.

Missing Friend...

Today i realised one of my good friend's friendster account is missing.. i wonder what happen..Did he deleted it? I hope he is okie...(i think i am the first to notice it coz i asked ard and no one seems to know) hmm..

Happy but yet confused and unsure

Despite all the unhappy events i have written on...somethings that have happen in my life that are positive. Maybe its my turn for happiness and joys.. Well,thing are still uncertain so i will update the actual facts when i know and can be sure.. Maybe good things can happen to me too..i hope there will be a good ending..coz i have been unlucky for quite a long long while..To be Continued...

07.07.07

07th day of 07 month of 2007... This day will only come again in an 100 years... Well many people will be getting married or give birth on this special day.. I got quite a few friends attending wedding dinners today at different locations. Its also the "Save the Earth" day... Global warming is everywhere from products to MTV... "Live Simply so that others may Simply Live" is my favourite line that i have heard for this awareness.

There was even a concert to raise awareness...called LIVE EARTH..

But they also raise many opposition that the concert is using up and wasting more energy and natural resources that have been put in to make the concert happen... Contradiction... that's the way of life...

Live Earth is a 24-hour, 7-continent concert series taking place on 7/7/07 that will bring together more than 100 music artists and 2 billion people to trigger a global movement to solve the climate crisis. Live Earth will reach this worldwide audience through an unprecedented global media architecture covering all media platforms - TV, radio, Internet and wireless channels. Live Earth marks the beginning of a multi-year campaign led by the Alliance for Climate Protection, The Climate Group and other international organizations to drive individuals, corporations and governments to take action to solve global warming. Former U.S. Vice President Al Gore is the Chair of the Alliance and Partner of Live Earth. Live Earth was founded by Kevin Wall, the Worldwide Executive Producer of Live 8, an event that brought together one of the largest audiences in history to combat poverty. Wall formed a partnership with Al Gore and the Alliance for Climate Protection to ensure that Live Earth inspires behavioral changes long after 7/7/07. Live Earth will stage official concerts at Giants Stadium in New York; Wembley Stadium in London; Aussie Stadium in Sydney; Copacabana Beach in Rio de Janeiro; the Coca-Cola Dome in Johannesburg; Makuhari Messe in Tokyo; the Oriental Pearl Tower in Shanghai; and HSH Nordbank Arena in Hamburg.Live Earth concerts will be broadcast to a live worldwide audience by MSN at http://www.liveearth.msn.com/. With support from the U.S. Green Building Council, creators of the LEED Green Building Rating System, Live Earth will implement new Green Event Guidelines. All Live Earth venues will be designed and constructed by a team of sustainability engineers who will address the environmental and energy management challenges of each concert site, as well as the operations of sponsors, partners and other Live Earth affiliates. Each venue will not only be designed to maintain a minimum environmental impact, but will showcase the latest state-of-the-art energy efficiency, on-site power generation, and sustainable facilities management practices. Live Earth is a project of the SOS campaign , which is using a powerful multimedia platform - films, television, radio, Internet, books, wireless and others - to move people to combat the climate crisis

In need of A Short Getaway...

Haizz.. i want an short holiday!! Work and stress and things happening in my life is getting me all tensed up.. i need a holiday to calm down or set my spirits back up...My last mini-holiday was about 2 weeks ago.. I was on a company cruise... It was my first time on a cruise.. it was a short trip but not too bad if all you want to do on the trip is sit and relax and do nothing all day..but its sure is an expensive way to relax for just 1 and 1/2 days..

Concern of Our Life..

I think reactly what concern most in our lives is finding a soul mate and global warming. People with nethier will want to find a soul mate first coz it is like when the world comes to and end one day, who do you want to spend it with..Will there be a one person you would want to spend your last hour with? Ya maybe some will say they are too busy but work and career are just distraction in life to make us look more accomplised and distracted from what concern we placed in our hearts. Some may not be able to have the chance to spend the last hours together but just knowing there is one person that is there or want to be with you would be good enough for most of us. And when people have love in their heart or life , they will be concerned of the surrounding like how the weather is getting warmer.... anyway here's my best way to spread the awarness of global warming... Remember to wear green this weekend on 7 and 8 July to show your support...No Earth No Home No Life No Love... So do your part to help coz even Linken Park is singing about.....

My past weekend..

The past week that has past which I met up or chat with a few good friends... Some disppointed me, Some i had managed to have a good chat with them. After my sunday service, i was out having lunch with my mother...While we were chatting, my mummy said something about me that went straight to my heart and brought tears to my eyes. She said "The reason you are not feeling so joyful coz you keep too much sorrow in your heart. Being in Love is the best way to be joyful so try to be in love with God. Maybe you will happier." A very close friend of mine will be move out of Singapore for a short while actually 2 friends are leaving Singapore for work. One will be leaving for 2 years and my close close girlfriend will be leaving for at least 6 months... She will be going to Shanghai for her new career. I am very glad for her as it is a great chance for her. I wish i have a chance too... Actually that was what i told her that I wish i could get a chance to leave Singapore for a short period of time to work and stay on my own. She was surprised by my intention coz all my friends and family are here. I told her that the reason i want to leave Singapore is becoz without leaving this place and being alone on my own and away from my past, i feel that i cant have a new start for my life. Maybe its also becoz i dont know what i cant leave behind or live without anymore coz I think no one here have the feeling of "cant live without me in their life" if i were ever to leave here. I also have got to chat with a good friend that i have not seen a while. He ask me why i always sound so unhappy and that i always think so much until i make myself suffer. He even came upwith this "bug and windshield" theory - "Just like twist of fate, sometimes you've to be the windshield, sometimes you've to be the bug...You can't always be the bug." But i don't understand any part of his theory at all.. so if any of you who happen to read this and understand, do drop me a comment to explain to me...