I known her forever
We are world apart yet we are closest
My inner world she has not seen
But yet I still feel pain whenever she does that
I'm no pushover but i just let her have it her way
Is it right or wrong, it does not matter anymore
To her, it is the way it should be
I am just like a mother to a spoilt child, no way is right anymore
Does she feel inferior over me, i don't know
if not then why does she have to make me a joke and put me down in front of my friends
She always say that S is wrong to do such a thing but i think she forgot to look at herself
Once Twice...There is a thin line between joking and hurting
And she does not know her line most of the time
But yet I choose silence
She refuse to grow and see the reality of life
Life is not a fairytale
Fables and Fairy Tales are for the rich and privileged
We are not of that world
Today my good friend has been switched hands
It used to be mine but today it has become hers
Right before my eyes, I have become the outsider
I have been pushed out of my own world
I don't blame her for it coz it an't first anymore
A new lock has been added to the door
I never doubt her concerns for me but her ears put doubts to my heart
Encounging and supporting is not her strong points
I will still always be there for her forever but its not what i expect of her anymore
Coz i got myself a new best friend - Silence