Confused again?

Well, i guess it does not take me to move out of the happy mode. its either i am negative or a repellent to things that are happy and joyful. Something happen over the last week that made me happy. Things went past fast.. Emotions got involved, now i am upset and confused. I hate it when such things happen to me... i wish it never happen before..never should cross my path again.. my old emotions was not the best or should i say the worst but at least i was used to it and comfortable with it in my life. Now that it has been exchanged for this new emotion which make me very uncertain, unhappy and confused. Suddenly i wish for the old emotion... The new one is too confusing and distracting for my life.