Music to heal the soul...

Well, i agree the phrase that one can never be a island on his own...But if people like me who have no one to share or support my thoughts,we will find a replacement to fill that void. Some people will get pets but some others like me, we use music. In the last 2 months, i have bought the most music cd then i did in the last year. I bought such a wide range of songs that i can open a cd rental store.. I bought cds ranging from the piano recitals of Chopin to Jazz to Chinese to Pop... I even bought a MP3 player so i can hear music almost every hour... Every new day does not bring more joy but more disappointment... Even my dreams are disturbing and negative.. They always say think positive and postive things will happen to you... But how does one stay positive when everything around becomes negative? My best best friend is now my MP3... Even my best friends who are happy to the point that i cant bear to tell anything i am feeling coz there is not point to share more negative when people are postive..right? Now i can hope i can get through this dry patch before all my postiveness dies out or at least before i go into depression.. Music heals the soul... i hope so...