1 hr to a year older.

This is the first time that I am not excited to celebrate my birthday. Its not that i am afraid of getting old but i just did not seem to be in the mood of celebrating. As maybe i feel there is nothing to celebrate. Nothing exciting or deserving to celebrate. Its just getting a year older. No big deal. Its like my soul has lost its sparkle. I really wish it will be back soon, that i can find it back soon.