2 days without my mobile phone

For this week, i did not have to work.. I am on leave... one and half weeks of leave to be exact... For the past 2 days, i keep forgetting to bring my phone out or i would forget about my phone for the whole day. When i finally remember it would be bedtime already. But i realised i would not have any missed calls or messages from my friends. It made me realise my stand and thoughts my friends have of me. Its either they are waiting for me to call them or they think i am busy. But those are excuses i came up with. I know actually there is no one in my life now that is truely bother with what happen to me everyday. What i am doing now or thinking does not curious anyone or have anyone think of me and wonder what i would be doing this very moment. I was thinking if i truely were to die today now at this moment who would know 2 hrs later. Only my family i guess.. or my best friend... Well enough of depressing stuff... I got a new job waiting for me so i guess... when one does not have a social life, one will turn to work... I have plans and passion for my second love "Fashion" and i hope someday i will be able to fulfill them... Well i also have a new interest besides collecting snowglobes, which is collecting vintage teacups... If anyone know where to find them, let me know...